Take my heart when you go, 'cos I don't need it anymore
What's the point of holding back a broken heart?I think I better leave right now.Would you rather your partner cheat on you physically with another person she has no feelings for, or would you rather she like another person, no matter how little, but lay off physically?I'll go crazy if my gf kisses another girl, much less fucks her. I'll screw the girl. I don't mind her touching her but having emotional bonds & al, I'll go crazy. Talk to me, insufficient? I wouldn't be able to accept it. Never let me find out what happens myself, if not I'll fuck the girl upside down. No, I'm just kidding. I'll screw her life. And when I go crazy, I don't know what I would do.This sounds familiar, isn't it? Yes it does, definitely.I slept at fucking 2am last night. I was preparing to sleep at 11plus & she called, so we talked. I don't know why the fuck did I cry. I thought I had the last cry over her & I shouldn't anymore. But somehow, her words knocked me down. I knew her heart was still my home. Too much of personal emotions ay. :\ Hung up at 12plus 'cos I was damn tired & I remembered I was supposed to call Pert. Stupid fish. Uber retarded that one! She & her brother fucking funny, I swear. But they're damn retarded so yeap. Like sister like brother. :XX It's true anyway.
"It's over man, totally."
"It's triangle."
-.- At that point of time, all I have is two words : SAVE ME.
I kept calling her bitch & we keep arguing about who sould call who first. who should text who first. & we start all that breaking up story. Hahahah!
"It's over."
"No, it's triangle!""Nonono, act like some break up, ok?"
"Okay."
"It's over."
"I'm sorry."
"It's over."
"I'm sorry."
"I told you it's over man!"
"Ok la stop playing already la."
Bloody hell, I wanted to hang up & she kept insisting she's okay. Hung up at 2am. Thanks to that asshole. BITCH. :) Ok today. School was aye-okay. :) On tuesday yknow! I'm pretty shocked too. My Art teacher isn't as crazy tday. So morning we had hymn singing again. I forgot what's the title so yeap. :] then we had pe. Went up to Mrs Tan's homeroom & did some food intake thing again. Damn stupid. Then was SS. Miss Ng changed the seating arrangement & now I'm sitting with Sassy! Bestaye is just in front. Like YAY. :D Just did some plain highlighting, was paying much attention though. My mind was like at somewhere else. Then it was CME! Rather fun though, didn't do much. Talked a lot with Bestaye & Qiaos. :) Took photos but it's in Qiaos' cam so have to wait for her to upload them. Skipped recess. Pert called & we talked. Like 8 hrs we just hung up. Stupid bitch, kept complaining she's damn tired & al. Hahah she was the one who didn't wanna hang up.!We had Art after that. Depressing I feel, really. Nothing much, did the mini version of our work & had assembly. Guess who came! RONIN CAME RONIN CAME RONIN CAME!! :D I'm not a big fan of theirs but I think they're quite good. They make tons of ka-chings$$$ ok! One More Moment, I like that song, by Ronin. I can't get it from Ares. It's being such a bitch, ugh. Anyone has it, kindly add me in MSN & send it to me, pretty please! I will love you a lot more. :D Skipped lunch & went to artroom first. Slanked around & started work awhile later. Talked, crap a little. My lovely Art teacher didn't go for meeting, EVILLLLLL. >:( So she was in the class all the time. But it isn't that bad 'cos the sec5s have the power to make her happy, ho. x) 515pm, cleaned up her room & 530pm she let us off. :) Bought the fucking boards home, so dumb. Cabbed home. (:Watched Holland V, texted & went to shower. Here I am, online now, talking to no one. Downloading songs! I hope Ares works. Bloody hell. >:@ Can't it be fasterrrrr!!!I should reply the comments, if not they're all gonna stop commenting & Glynis will cry. :\ Comments make me happy, obviously is positive ones luh. (:REPLIES!
Cheryl, We're going GAIGAI soon. Teehee. (: I'm fine, I'm all good. Keep me on an update ok. We'll talk more when we meet up. (:Maybelle, Hello lovely, I'll link you up soon!Pert, Hi retard hi retard hi retard! Agree or not, I'm still gonna call you.. retard! :D You're a pure retard, omgomgomg. Thanks for being there. (:Steph, I saw my LJ & your comments. Thanks sweetie, you made me smile once again like you always do. Coffee Bean & supalongtalks ok! :D Pretty soon yes. (: Love you manymanymany.!To all who texted/called/commented me with concern, thanks so much y'all. :) I'm feeling a lot better now, thanks. I know y'all care & I won't forget ok. Take care & I love y'all! PS: I'll be there when y'all need me ok. :]Forgive me if I still shutter when I say my heart to you.
Don't take too long to say, I love you ♥ <3.
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